Video: ---"Mrs. Maverick"

It's Monday, the bailout failed (not that I'm suggesting it shouldn't have), the Dow is down 600 points, and I don't know about you but I need a good laugh... No description needed!!

I'm Tired

Yeah I know. I've been MIA for a couple of weeks. Well what can I say. I just haven't been motivated to write anything. First off, let me say I in no way consider myself to be a "writer" but for me I have to feel like writing. And for some reason my fingers haven't been able to translate the chaos cluttering my brain waves. I'm just tired... mentally.

I'm a fixer, that's what I do. From professional to personal, I study, analyze, formalute solutions, execute test and voila....I fix things! So I have problems when I'm confronted with something, that I may not be able fix. Truth is I'm not sure if I even what to be a fixer anymore. I just wonder what happens between the point where you want to fix and the point where you don't want to fix. Dang, what happens? The more I think I'm wiser, the more I see I'm still a young dummy. LOL Better than an old fool, I guess.

I've never been a person to quit, but I'm tired. Not one ounce of fight left in me, not one grain of motivation in sight....even the reservoir is on E. What do you do when you see, what you thought was your future, go right down the drain? And surprisingly a part of you doesn't even care. Man, when you've given until there's nothing left to give...when your cries of despair have fallen upon deaf ears...when you saw the storm coming. What now?

I'm tired. And I just wonder where the fight comes from in other relationships that seem to stand the test of time. Who said fight anyway? Maybe it just wasn't meant to be. Or maybe it was and we were just meant to regret things later. Who knows. How can 80% be on point but the dreaded 20% stand so strong? Who the heck said 20% was insignificant anyway?? Too many questions, but yet no answers. Whatever, I'm pretty sure none of this will make sense tomorrow :)......I'm going to bed.


You Who Never Spoke Your Feelings, So Many Times I Tried To Tell You, That You Were Losing Me, But You Never Tried To Make Things Better, You Didnt Choose To See My Pain, Now I've Got One Thing Left To Say, It Was You

Say Word Video: Meet the MAVERICK!

Sorry...

• ...being a woman is not enuff
• ...being a hottie want cut it
• ...being a grandmother mother with a special needs child is not a plausible platform

Let's take a moment to highlight some of Mrs. Palin's fine words:

• Pray for our military men and women who are striving to do what is right. Also, for this country, that our leaders, our national leaders, are sending [U.S. soldiers] out on a task that is from God. That’s what we have to make sure that we’re praying for, that there is a plan and that that plan is God’s plan. WHAT?! How dare you try and pimp my Jesus!

How about March 2007,

• I haven’t really focused much on the war in Iraq. I heard on the news about the new deployments, and while I support our president, Condoleezza Rice and the administration, I want to know that we have an exit plan in place. Oh really, huh?

OR

• Palin told graduating students of the church's School of Ministry, "What I need to do is strike a deal with you guys." As they preached the love of Jesus throughout Alaska, she said, she'd work to implement God's will from the governor's office, including creating jobs by building a pipeline to bring North Slope natural gas to North American markets.
  "God's will has to be done in unifying people and companies to get that gas line built, so pray for that," she said. God's will, huh?

SORRY.... you can't pee on my head and tell me it's raining.
*eyes rolling*

AND just to tickle my insides.....Say Word Video below:

Well I'll be ...........

Boy, oh boy the Republicans are mighty clever. Why am I not surprised that Alaska Gov. Sarah Palin was just name new VP candidate for the Republican ticket. Ahh the trickery. So here you go to all of you die hard feminist who were two steps away from falling into a mental seizure if you dared entertain the thought of voting for Barack Obama. I swear is it that hard to open your mind for just a moment. Forget black, white, man or woman...stimulate your mind people.

Anyway just put on your seat belts because the ride has just begun......

Stay tune for more frivolity from the Republicans and more witless thinking from our great American people..... I love it and you better believe THEY love it!

*peace, love and green hairgrease*

Say Word Video: Kids, Crack Kills Brain Cells!!

This don't make no dang-gone sense. And to think I use to love these guys. Peep (1:50 mark)how they look at this fool like, oh well he aiight. You know the same way you look at your Uncle Pete when he falls out at the cookout..."yeah there he goes again" LOL

Who is this place?

Who is this place?
The place that calms my spirit, the place that makes my internal radiance shimmer.
Who, not what, is this place?
A place that's so far away, yet connects precisely to one intellectual crux.
A place that takes me to so many places, all while never leaving.
Who is this place?
That sparks my ignition of passion, the place that inspires my thought-provoked being.
How dare this place, come into my place! ;)
*crickets chirp* ..... silence
*water drops* ..... silence
Peace looms, release finds escape, exhale shatters its cage
Who is this place, that holds such harmonious calms of pleasantry?
How can this place be so homey, when I don't even know it?
Unknown but familiar, untouched but tangible, new but finely aged.
Out reaches the hand of this place to me.
The warming waters of this place bubbles between my toes.
The accompanying winds wraps itself tightly around my psyche.
I like it.
So for now I don't know whence comes this place.
It has no return address, no expiration date, not even a stamp.
Only a cascade of purities addressed only to me.
Welcome, I hope you stay for a while....